dudley

circus town

rain falls hard and it doesn't begin to wash this shit away

there are so many people here

more than we have ever seen at a show

there is a problem though

they hate us

we get back to the venue at 9pm

we hear the most soul destroying metal ever

we think hey odd track for an indie night

we then sit through 2 hours of the same evil noise

we hit stage we blast through 6 tacks

we wait for a response

we are still waiting

we were good and i don't care about anyone right now

we are asked back by the promoter

she thinks we went down well

i think she feels for us

making our way through the crowd on the way out

i make a promise to myself

i will not do this again

of course i will

but at the time i stand by the thought

we get home at 4am

i sit up firing a bb gun around the studio car park

i watch to many films

i clear out the video shop most days

comfort blanket i guess

i imagine faces on the walls

i shoot down the people i hate today

tomorrow i will shop

this is what i love to do now

i surround myself with distractions

next is peterborough...

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Souviens-toi que tu vas mourir...